Monday, March 21, 2011

Fate...

FATE...
Do you bliv in fate????

What is fate???
Sometimes something juz unexplainable. Do you know how big is the world??Ok..Msia is juz enough...Do you know how big is Msia?Do you know how many ppl are there in Msia??Somehow....sometimes you went somewhere far....at that very moment....unexplainable....you bump into some1 u knew...a fren...or even a family member.....But how can it happen??I really dont und...among millions n millions of ppl.....at that place....at that very moment...at that second....you 2 saw each other. Did u ever realize if u missed juz a sight or a second....then ntg's gonna happen??
That's fate.....

However...
When sometimes there's no fate....no matter how hard you try....in the end....it still wont gonna happen...there will b obstacles in your way..to prevent everything happen....

5 minutes more he gonna reach airport...
somehow...he drove to wrong junction where he also din realize at all...until he went pass a toll....n left to ipoh, putrajaya.....n right to jb or klcc...@_@...only realize he was leaving away from d airport when he was juz so near....nvm....he made a 13bucks damn big U-turn back....n step on d paddle......it took bout 20 minutes for all of dis....n when wana reach airport.....
somhow...he was blocked by a car at the only lane...where d ppl was putting in their luggage...where time does matter when u r in rush......
n then somehow.....when he reached the entrance of the parking....among 3 machines....he get the 1 where d coin machine is OUT OF SERVICE....great....n made the carss behind need 2 reverse so he can shift to other machine....yea....he start to lose fate...yes...fate..not faith....
so..finally....he reached the airport....it was almost 8....so he start searching....he only knew a little info bout the flight...only know is at 2130 and to NZ...ntg else...he was there juz to try his luck...n fate....somhow.....the airport looks bigger than the world......yes...the world.....it's so big that no matter how u walk....u juz cant find her....ppl is like everywhere....n he almost spent an hour to search...n search....clock is ticking....from hope bcome dimmed hope....n the clock ticks until it seems impossible....
n yes....it was impossible....
he spent 15bucks toll n 15bucks petrol for???
for a hope....
a hopeless hope....
he was very nervous the whole day....
never thought bout doing dis crazy stuff at all..
until she said "we never meet up also"...
suddenly felt like don k so much n juz drive 2 hours to say a bye...
dont get him wrong...
she has a bf....
n he's very happy for them...
juz that he knew her for almost 8 years...
and until 2day....
he still never got a chance face 2 face talk 2 her after almost 8 damn years....
and almost 8 years din saw her...
since the day he saw her for the 1st time....
he was nervous for the whole day..
dono wat 2 talk to her....
dono wat 2 say..
after 8 years only meet worr....wat can they talk????
but still...
all he wants..
is juz to see her again.....
and juz say...
finally...nice 2 meet you....
and goodbye....have a safe trip......
tat simple...
juz tat somhow......fate juz don allow......
not a single sight of her....
so...
finish dreaming..
finish hoping...
its time to go home.....
back to reality....

On the way back.....
was still raining...
he's sad.....disappointed.....
somehow...
the feeling was juz d same 8 years ago.....
when he was going back ipoh in that bus....
and when he was going back sk in tat car.....
thinking that...
There Won't Be Anymore Chance....To See Her Again....

-The End-


Good nite....

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