City Square...

My 2nd site at JB..
City Square...
yeap...
dis is my 2nd time ever been there..
sob...
kastam is juz bside....
ahhh..
SPORE!!!
so near yet so far...
aunt mimi.....
regi..amelia...
chuan chongggg!!!....
aiks...
suan lar....shout also no use...
continue work...

2day work easy bit...
no need walk like hell like yest...
2day juz sit whole day lookin at comp dl n upload...
walau....lagi sien...
most sien is when u almost done 1 part...
suddenly prob keep on occur..
supposely 2day can finish at 5pm..
but den 9.30pm stil haven settle and go back..
fri stil need go back settle again..
aiks..
fortunately stil get a bye bye from the leng lui hair salon gal...
at least can relief juz tat tiny tiny bit of sien..
haha....
aiks,,,everyday finish work at 10...
really tired lor..
got ot money de ma??sobsob....

So,
2molo back to
PLAZA TASEK ..
settle my unfinish business..
haha...
im sure the staffs there miss me..
where is d sohai wit d laptop harr??
2day din c him de??
sien...tat day software set wrong thing...
walk 4 floors for ntg...
damn...
need 2 rewalk again..
sien arr...

hopefully can settle everythin by sat...
so i can go back....

Pray hard..
Work harder...

Outstation...

It's has been awhile since i update again...
really got many things wana say...
lol...

Finally...
this is the 4th week of my internship..
after 2 weeks of sien-ing and
1 week of warm up-ing..
they sent me to JB on the 4th week...
walau...
til now i still know very less..
stil don quite rmb how 2 use those softwares..
stil quite blur..
really need 2 work hard on all of this...

It's the 2nd day im here..
with my colleague...
also an intern..
Fati..
yes..really trying 2 improve my malay d...
we stay at some hotel at taman daya..
any1 know mana ni??
well...place cheap..but got air cond and a bed is enough...

So,
my 1st site of JB..
PLAZA TASEK
lol..
when u c dis...ssure thinks like its macam
low low class of alamanda..
where all malays n old building...
well...u're wrong./
I'm wrong!!!..
haha..
it's a chinese place...
all chinese ppl...
lol...
chinese name much more diff than plaza tasek..haha..
lol..
i spent 1 and a half day there..
n i really made a
REMARK
of myself there...
haha..
seriously..
im sure at least 73% of staff there know the existence of me...
CONFIRM!!!...
there got 4 floors..
but im sure 2day i at least walk
more than 10km there..
wtf...
from 11am til 10pm...
each floor also dono walk 4 or 5 times d..
seriously..
u simply go ask 1 staff there also know..
tat guy..
wit a sohai hair..
holding a laptop all day...
wit 2 N95 on his shoulders..
keep on walkin n walkin..n walkin...
he's everywhere..
seriously.
i walk til until i can hear those staff saying..
its him again..
wow..dis guy walk liao many times ehh...
really walk until i start smile 2 them...
or they start smile to me...
or even a aunty come ask...
xiao di..ni zai zuo shen me yi zhen tian de, na zhe na ge dian nao..
or few gals start asking saw me many times d...see me macam quite tired...wat am i doing...
lol...make many frens d...haha...
but somehow..
dono y..
66.52% of ppl there act quite chubby....
haha...
so can quite sure im not there de ppl..
lol...

dis job act quite ok...
juz tat really tired....walk whole day...
fortunately got went swimming wit u guys...
if not usually 1 floor edi feel tired d...
haha..
but still..
need keep on holding the laptop..
walau...hand wan patah d...
heavy dao..
try hold tat for at least 5 hours...
or double it...
chi xin...
but still..
can shopping eh...
haha..
so now
SHOPPING IS NOT A FACTOR TO ME!!..
lol..
BRING IT ON....

However...
the prob now is...
edi 2 days i stil haven finish 1 site...
v got dono 4 or 5 sites need settle eh..
ai..
at 1st thought fri or sat can go back..
at least can celebrate my dear hsemate bufday..
sob...
looks like gonna miss another important day dis year...
ai..as usual...
alone....

bTw..
PEI CHIN!!!!!!
HHHAAAPPP BUFFFDAY!!!!!!!!

BOss...

Yesterday.....finally.....

1st conversation wit the 3rd boss.....

"Hi,your name is?"

"Eric..."

"So, v hav 2 erics here.."

.

.

.

.

"2molo i'll throw u projects ok???when i throw u to d ocean...u muz learn 2 swim urself lar..ok????"....."

"sure..sure...so how about the module test??"

"U stil need 2 continue larr...Engineers need 2 know how to handle stress...you're an engineer right????"

"YES!!!!!"

n i stil thought i can skip d test...lol...

2day...PROJECT STARTS...come..come...hope everythin will b ok....

*finger crossed*

生与死只是一线之差...

It has been awhile since i really go for exercise....

so finally...

yest went for it after work...

damn...go exercise also need 2 jam so long...

mayb bcos i too long din go for gym..

n in a tired n empty stomach condition..

i think i over "pushed" myself...

while waiting for lift..

i start feeling not so good....

mayb d place is not so open air...

n i need fresh air...

n when i went into lift...

shit...

lagi felt tat theres no air circulating inside at all...

i knot tahan...

i suddenly sesak nafas....

yes...

abit panicking...

cant really breathe....

headache..

dizzy...

d floor supposely stop at 12...

when it opened at 6...

i stop d door from closing....

1 leg stepping outside...

i tried 2 breathe....

no...no use...

i cant really talk..

i cant really breathe...

im really in desperate n nervous mode...

i tried 2 find for window...

for air...

fresh n circulating air...

but all i c is walls everywhere....

n sealed window....

d lift closed n continue going up...

i was alone there....

YES..

i really couldnt breathe now...

i start feeling weak...

i start feeling no strength..

i feel like sitting down....

no...i cant...

i force myself 2 walk ard...

keep walkin..

gasping for air...

seconds later..

my vision starting 2 bcom very very blur...

everythin is moving n i cant c clearly...

theres some part telling myself...

ric...u really goin 2 pass out....dis time really gg...

juz let it go n let urself faint...

NOOO.....

i know tat if i pass out...

no1 will come n save me...

don think ppl will come out from tat floor so soon...

no1 will save u...

i forced myself 2 hang on...

must hang on..

must tahan...

don pass out....

keep telling myself....

finally..

i saw a window nearby...

even it is juz slightly opened..

i ran over n breathe....

finally..

fresh air...

vision came back..

but vomitted air few times..

cos ntg in stomach..

so juz vomit but ntg come out..

really felt uncomfortable...

But still..

IM ALIVE.......tq...

i really dono wat will happen if i don hang on tat time....

mayb...

pass out n lying on d floor...

if lucky...

mayb som1 passby n nex thing i see is

lights on d ceiling passing through....oxygen mask on my mouth...ppl lookin nervous bside me...

or if unlucky...

pass out there alone...

no ppl come...

cant breathe...

dead...

nex day paper==> 1 sohai died after gym due to insuffiecient oxygen..

isit possible??i dono...

or even mayb pass out n hit d floor..

head 1st..

blood everywhere...

(im sure u all stil rmb wat happen at d pusat xxx there...)

mayb.......

It is juz JUNE....

i still haven go through half of dis yearrr.....

So...

Juz want u all 2 know...

NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN 2 YOURSELF....

ANYTHIN....

MUZ HANG ON...

MUZ HANG ON...

DON LET YOURSELF DOWN....

Overheard...

few minutes ago,

i overheard d "conservation" between

d colleague beside me n d cleaning maid....

C: ada plastic sampah?

M: tak ada....

C: kenapa tak ada???

M: boss tak kasi....

C: kenapa boss tak kasi???

M: dia belum beli...

C: boss tak beli???kalau macam ni...bagi tau boss u kalau minggu ni dia tak beli...suruh dia nex week tak perlu kerja....

wow...din realise dis colleague can be so powerful!!!!....

n i thought he juz having low level position..

cos everything he also need do de...

lol...

I wanna watch Toy Story 3

15 years ago....

when i was a child...

when my innocent life was only full of tv n cartoons....

there was a movie that made me amazed...

it was

TOY STORY...

a movie which is way beyond cartoons...

a movie tat looks so real...

a movie tat made me feel tat actually cartoon can be so real....

a movie tat made me cry n loves my toys more....

a movie tat brought me back my childhood...

a movie tat made me rmb

"TO INFINITY AND BEYOND!!!"

5 years later...

i was a kid...

tat time,

TOY STORY 2

was out in cinema....

i was excited...

it just feels like toy story is just everyone's childhood...

no matter how old you are...

it just a movie that you cant miss...seriously...

i rmb

"I am your father!!!"

tat time,

i was very anxious bout toy story 3,

keep on waiting and waiting...

waiting and waiting....

until 10 years later...

i've grown up...

forgot most of the memories of my childhood...

whats left are just pieces and blurrs...

cant really rmb much bout toy story 1 n 2 too....

recently...

even was during final exams...

we went for the

TOY STORY 1 and 2 in 3D...

indeed...

it really brings back much n much of my childhood...

even some ppl who never watch b4 and dont hav childhood...

they finally gain back their childhood too...lol....

stil..

whats more exciting is not just this...

the movie tat i've been waiting for 10 years...

TOY STORY 3!!!!

finally....finally gonna be on cinema very very soon...!!!!

and this time...

there will be more new toys too...

so..

which toy i wana see most???

hmmmmm.........

for me....

i think.....

i would like to see is

PEAS-IN-A-POD

Yes,

the first impression i feel

through this toy is..

companion..

friendship...

love...

together...

sharing...

caring...

happy...

y??

bcos you see..

the space is very small...

just enough to fit in 3 of them...

but stil...

they felt happy..

they wont become lonely..

they wont become bored...

if anythin happens to one of them..

theres stil another 2 are there

to help..

to comfort...

to share their happiness and sadness...

to love...

just imagine 3 of them singing..

"You got a friend in me....

You got a friend in me..."

yes..im sure it will be great....

when i was small...

i was lonely at home..

i always like to go my frens house and play...

tats y i really appreciate

friendship...

until now...friendship is still very important in my life...

and i will always rmb the ups and downs we've been through

together wit all my frens...

Tats y i picked

PEAS-IN-A-POD...

i wanted everyone to feel and rmb

the loves...

caring...

happpiness..

from their frens and loves one

when they are together wit them...

Hope everyone can be happy together...

and there will be no more loneliness....

and hope TOY STORY 3 will be great!!!!