Pathetic Guy~~~

okok....

im trying to calm down..

im trying...

ok..

i will try to speak in a peaceful way ya...

gonna explain some same thing for the past 5 years ya...

yea...same old thing...

so..

i was jz wondering...

do you gals like to combine and relate every stuff and make your own assumption and conclusion??

seriously...

i find myself pathetic...

for loving som1 for d past 5 years.....

n den juz puff.....

1 action can erase all my love to her....

and left accusation and anger...

actually i know dis will happen when i post wat i said..

but i juz din know tat i really does happen...

yea...shes still d same....

i hav no idea y i wana explain dis cos im very sure after everything i said...it will somhow turn into some other version where u will b very zha dou...speechless..

but still...

his name is eric lai...

they used to call him a happy go lucky guy....

he seldom dulan ppl....

well...used to lar..

not sure now...

cos his limit is bit higher to reach dulanness...
n he juz too sui bian....

but den..

how come he start to have high temper on her....

n start to dulan easily???

well....it explains well on her blog.....

so..

cant i hav a past b4 i hav my ex?

cant i put away my past n start loving my ex during our time??

cant i have frens???just fren de frens??

i don mind he got bf....bcos y i shud mine???she's juz my fren....

will i mind when kim got bryan???or xh got fs??or cy got jun wei???

say until i macam so desperate...

ppl got bf i also wana go steal???

i even imagine tat im shaking hand wit her bf...n said to him....

JS...finally we met...i heard much about you...

juz tat...

wont you be nervous if you hav a fren n 8 years never talk???

isn't tat juz normal??

or im juz a abnormal dude??

and ohh...OMGG..

y everytime some uncle n aunty wan give me so big prob...

give me so much pressure??

im freaking stress..

and tat uncle...

yes....sorry for disrespect.....i juz feel like beat d hell out of you no matter who d fuck you areee!!!!

1 year ago an aunty keep on giving me pressure n stress til tat time i really panic n fear everytime i heard my msg tone...

yea...u all shud know....i was damn sked....

not going 2 mention wat was all about cos i really swallow everything down d...

yes..

n now...uncle....wats d prob wit u??

sorry i really juz feel like posting n share...

to you all so u know how DEVIL I AM!!!>.woohoo..

rawggg~~~

得不到的东西才珍贵的，别人老婆才是好的，他小孩子，无脑，他不明那8年的女孩和她男友合得来，未必和他合得来，也未必找到这么爱他的女孩，风水轮流转 啊，他欠你的要还啊，他一定要找到另一个女友或婚后才会明白所有，才会知道自己失去什么，我不是说别的女孩就不好，人有因果，我是过来人，一直以为自己全 对的叔叔，原来自己也没什么了不起的叔叔，你的苦过去了，不要再哭了，分手383天了，洗掉blog的爱心等待电话，好的来了，不舒服的话就不要跟他做朋 友吧，好吗？笑笑XD 

woohoo...

i like ppl's gf/wife..

im a kid....i no brain...

i will hav KARMA!!!!

i owe her.....

yea....

n stg i wana askkk......

SO AM I OWE HER FOR MY WHOLE FREAKING LIFE NOW?????

do you know...

there are some guys...

kena dumped by his gf....

juz moved on....don give a damn bout his ex anymore n get a new gf new life??

who really cares bout who owe who???

n still....is there really a "owe" word in the love dictionary??

i have no idea at all....seriously...

(n yea...5th of march 2011 is not ur single anni lar..is d day u dump me lar.....

ur single anni where got so fast reach????@_@...)

 n still this sohai here...

still keep on giving her wat he can give.....

not bcos of wana repay back anyting or wat..

but juz tat he still cares....

but juz tat he really felt pathetic...for himself...

he juz don und y after 5 long years....

he can und so much but her...

really can know wat is she thinking about...

know wat shes gonna say when she open her mouth..

but she don really know bout him...

don really und wat he wats..

don really know wat is he thinking about..

he really felt pathetic...

he felt pain everytime they went out.....

hearing her talking bout other guys..

talkin bout her future bf...

summore she bring her ex to buy a wallet for her future bf bcos the guy's wallet almost koyak....n when he's still using the wallet she bought when he's wallet was koyak few years ago..

yea...think of that pls...

n all he can do is act cool n swallow it.....

bcos he knows she really don und anything bout guys..

bout him...

he don wana find a gf so soon.....

cos he don wana her 2 feel wats he's feeling right now.....

and every nite listening d same 2 songs b4 going 2 slep...(sorry hsemate if it annoyed u).... 

and also juz tat for d past 5 years  he's been there for her to do those guys things..

n now he is not needed anymore....

n he don wana comment in her life anymore cos he don wana stand between them again....

all he wants is her 2 be happy....
yes...so pls go find your happiness....
don b sad n alone anymore...
som1 out there sure can give you wat u want....

n now...

she still so wei qu of having this fren.......thinking shud fren wit this fren anot....

HAHA...

i really felt pathetic for this poor sohai me larr....

She's single..

nop...shud be it's complicated...

and not available....

that guy is there for her.... 

n dis guy never say anything bout it at all.....

 n juz wan her to b happy...

and yet...

he's single....

he has no1 left but frens..

frens which are leaving apart from each other....

n juz wana go n send a fren's flight...

not much diff than sending drian..mund....or jiar li.....

but still so many things can happen...

3 letters and 1 word....

...LOL...

...Pathetic....

-The End-

Good nite.....working life sucksss!!!

PS: Just curious ...ppl who really read til here......does can you pls think back wat did u said juz now = you no brain 1 arr???

dulan-ing.....

So...

freaking dulan now...

shud i juz swallow everything in.....

gak ngang juz telan whole freaking thing in.....

or shud i blog bout it???

so how ???how???howww???????

 

PS: "UNCLE"...you got any comment here anot???come lar....come diao me larrr.......come shoot me larrrr.....im all yours!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Crazy Guy....

LoL...

WTF...

Rupanya she was still there until 9pm...

at Asian Cafe....where d heck is ASIAN CAFE???!!!

haha...

fate...

summore she keep on saying sorry...

@_@

"OMG U CAME TO AIRPORT TO TRY AND BUMP INTO ME?!

   you crazy guy!"

haha.

wat was dis guy thinking actually???

din thought of bump actually..

juz tat he was too naive to think that there's only 3 gates to leave..

how hard it could be???

juz tat how come he never thought doing stg during tat time??

a call??

an ask??

anything???

or juz lost hope edi??....

crazy guy...

haha...she was still thereeeeee...

>.<

Fate...

FATE...

Do you bliv in fate????

What is fate???

Sometimes something juz unexplainable. Do you know how big is the world??Ok..Msia is juz enough...Do you know how big is Msia?Do you know how many ppl are there in Msia??Somehow....sometimes you went somewhere far....at that very moment....unexplainable....you bump into some1 u knew...a fren...or even a family member.....But how can it happen??I really dont und...among millions n millions of ppl.....at that place....at that very moment...at that second....you 2 saw each other. Did u ever realize if u missed juz a sight or a second....then ntg's gonna happen??

That's fate.....

However...

When sometimes there's no fate....no matter how hard you try....in the end....it still wont gonna happen...there will b obstacles in your way..to prevent everything happen....

5 minutes more he gonna reach airport...

somehow...he drove to wrong junction where he also din realize at all...until he went pass a toll....n left to ipoh, putrajaya.....n right to jb or klcc...@_@...only realize he was leaving away from d airport when he was juz so near....nvm....he made a 13bucks damn big U-turn back....n step on d paddle......it took bout 20 minutes for all of dis....n when wana reach airport.....

somhow...he was blocked by a car at the only lane...where d ppl was putting in their luggage...where time does matter when u r in rush......

n then somehow.....when he reached the entrance of the parking....among 3 machines....he get the 1 where d coin machine is OUT OF SERVICE....great....n made the carss behind need 2 reverse so he can shift to other machine....yea....he start to lose fate...yes...fate..not faith....

so..finally....he reached the airport....it was almost 8....so he start searching....he only knew a little info bout the flight...only know is at 2130 and to NZ...ntg else...he was there juz to try his luck...n fate....somhow.....the airport looks bigger than the world......yes...the world.....it's so big that no matter how u walk....u juz cant find her....ppl is like everywhere....n he almost spent an hour to search...n search....clock is ticking....from hope bcome dimmed hope....n the clock ticks until it seems impossible....

n yes....it was impossible....

he spent 15bucks toll n 15bucks petrol for???

for a hope....

a hopeless hope....

he was very nervous the whole day....

never thought bout doing dis crazy stuff at all..

until she said "we never meet up also"...

suddenly felt like don k so much n juz drive 2 hours to say a bye...

dont get him wrong...

she has a bf....

n he's very happy for them...

juz that he knew her for almost 8 years...

and until 2day....

he still never got a chance face 2 face talk 2 her after almost 8 damn years....

and almost 8 years din saw her...

since the day he saw her for the 1st time....

he was nervous for the whole day..

dono wat 2 talk to her....

dono wat 2 say..

after 8 years only meet worr....wat can they talk????

but still...

all he wants..

is juz to see her again.....

and juz say...

finally...nice 2 meet you....

and goodbye....have a safe trip......

tat simple...

juz tat somhow......fate juz don allow......

not a single sight of her....

so...

finish dreaming..

finish hoping...

its time to go home.....

back to reality....

On the way back.....

was still raining...

he's sad.....disappointed.....

somehow...

the feeling was juz d same 8 years ago.....

when he was going back ipoh in that bus....

and when he was going back sk in tat car.....

thinking that...

There Won't Be Anymore Chance....To See Her Again....

-The End-

Good nite....

冲动。。。

明天晚上。。

有一股冲动。。

要冲去机场。。

那股冲动。。。

到明天。。

还会有勇气真的冲过去吗？？？