F for Failure....Frustration.....Fuck.....

FAILURE
.
Been so
Frustrated...stressed...Tension...fucked up
for my mini p....
my pcb just keep on giving me prob...
really alm took 2 weeks only can get it work...
so sienzz...
no mood 2 study..
no mood to slep...
juz dono y it cant work...
til evaluation time also knot work...
so how??
no marks for the workin part lor...
worked more hard....
do it all over again...
even board also DIY instead of sending 2 lab let technician do...
thought they can give a chance...
thought wrong...
do so much..
just to let them c my board act can work...
den need 2 take out everythin again...
tats all...
wtf!!!
but stil...
seriously thanks 2 my new frens especially zhen long n guo tong,
which i know their names not long ago only...
gave a helpin hand when i need help d most...
its good 2 c there r stil ppl who u don really know willing to help or assist u
without havin a second thought...without havin some smartass ego..
just a pure help n support...
i know i gave them quite some trouble..
sorry n thanks very muchhh...


Frustration
.
Just when i can take a breathe out of dis project...
Just when i thought i can be less frustrated...
i saw a msg sent from my sis...
"Pls watch your manner whenever you go to people's house "
"don't always lie at people's sofa as if that's your house"
"pls have some basic manner"
What The Fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really was so furious at tat time...
fortunately i haven watch murderer tat time yet....
if not really gonna hav some mental prob...
I was so bc doing bout my mini p tat doesnt work,
tat made me so frustrated n even barely slep for d 1 n a half week...
n now since my parents came kl..
n stayed at my sis hse...
i juz wana come visit them...
n i was juz too tired n slep on my sis's hse de sofa...
IS TAT A PROB????
im not like little kid go ppl hse treat like my own hse n simply slep on d sofa..
i was really too tired tat i can fell asleep in seconds while sleepin on it..
n now u tell me tat i muz hav some basic manner???????
???????????????
aahhhhhhhh......
but den..
i only realise wat happen...
it's not her fault...
my sis was juz being my sis....
It's d owner.....
d big big big rich owner...
who wants me out....
or shud i say...
Us....
He told my sis.....
tat my parents are not welcomed to his hse....
take me as an excuse to get rid of them....
wat kind of ppl is this??
WAT???
AM I TOO CHEAP TO SLEP ON YOUR EXPENSIVE SOFA??????????
My parents come kl not for vacation...
not for fun...

WAT???
ARE MY PARENTS TOO CHEAP TO STAY ON YOUR RICH BIG HSE???

n if not terpaksa v also don wana come to ur place....
y u rich ppl juz so....like tat????
YOU were so lucky tat u were alive from tat coma....
YOU shud b grateful for tat n start doing good things...
din u learn anythin from it???
U hav a second chance uncle....
use it wisely.....
even when u were lyin on d hospital bed...
v stil purposely come from ipoh to kl juz 2 visit u...
n tat was even my 1st time 2 drive off ipoh...
n now....
where were u when my dad is lying on d bed???
n now u even not welcome them??
where r they going 2 stay nex time come check up???
n even kesian is my sis hav 2 stuck in d middle...
I really HATE such rich n weird ppl....
It's ok if u don respect me...
but if u don respect my parents as well..
i really don give a damn respect to u tooo.....


FUCK
.
fuck all rich ppl wit rich attitude n ego in dis world...

ini sofa mahal saya sebab saya kaya...
ini lantai mahal saya sebab saya kaya...
ini Benz dan BM saya sebab saya kaya...
ini rumah besar saya sebab saya kaya...
ini bukan hotel untuk org macam u...
masuk masuk keluar keluar sesuka hati...
ini sofa mahal saya tak sesuai org u duduk...
ini tempat saya sebab saya kaya...
tempat kaya ni tak sesuai org u datang....
semua benda adalah saya punya..
sebab saya kaya...

FUCK...
juz fuck....